Frisky

When I was little and just learning how to swim,

You stood at the side grinning from ear to ear,

   Oh how, I remember the excitement bursting at the seams;

It was so much like a dream!

I thought at first you were going in the water with me,

But in a blink of an eye, you pushed me in with so much glee!

I cried and told you I was telling on you,

You just laughed in my face and shrugged any worries too!

I still remember how annoyed I was with you,

But you just brushed it off as nothing new;

And then you said these words to me,

"You're angry now but someday, you'll see, 

                                          this is gonna be a fond memory."

Unsent Letters

I wrote a letter to a friend as if time and distance didn't happen;

I wrote a letter to a friend as if I was just talking to him.

I wrote a letter to a friend detailing how my days went,

I wrote a letter to a friend with all the joys and tears 

                                                         I wish I could have shared with him.

I wrote a letter to a friend about the new friends and faces I've seen,

I wrote a letter to a friend gushing of all the places I've been;

I wrote a letter to a friend lamenting of my sorrows and woes,

I wrote a letter to a friend and imagined myself in his shoes.

I wrote a letter to a friend whilst tears streamed down my face,

I wrote letters to a friend and wondered if I sent them would he feel less betrayed?

I wrote these letters to a friend while imagining his replies;

I wrote these letters to a friend but I didn't know it was going to be our goodbye.

Should Have's

Of all the things I should have told you,

                                                       I should have said "I love you" very often;

          So you wouldn't have questioned your worth 

                          or your very existence.

Of all the things I should told you,

                                 I should have said "I'm here",

So you didn't have to feel alone 

                                          and be an outcast among your peers.

Of all the things I should have told you,

                              I should have said "Thanks",

For being the way you are 

                     and being a heaven-sent.

Of all the things I should have told you,

                                 I should have said "It's okay",

                   So you didn't have to go through feeling burdened,

                      and be in so much pain.

Of all the things I should have told you,

                                      I should have said "This shall pass"

                                                  So you wouldn't have left 

                                                 and chosen an exit that would forever last.

Student Blues

Reading and writing are not my favorite things,

Still I find some things interesting.

Math and Science can also be amazing;

But too much, I tell you can make one's head painfully throbbing!

Christian Living with Jesus' life and teachings,

Oh, how it reminds all of us to be humane beings;

Araling Panlipunan should not be disregarded too!

For through it, we are reminded of our heroes' struggles and woes.

While Filipino goes on to teach us of folklore and legends,

It also goes in depth with subject-verb agreement.

And even though we speak it almost everyday,

There's plenty more to learn and say!

Then there's Arts that gives shapes, textures and hues,

And then there's Music that makes tone-deaf sing the blues!

Physical Education, in turn pushes you to sweat out a lot,

And of course, Health Education that makes sure you eat smart and don't get fat!

At times, learning all these subjects is pretty hard, 

But remember, your effort is reflected in your report card;

So even if it means going the extra mile,

It's all worth it when you see your parents smile.

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This particular poem was penned as a school project (just this school year.) I made some changes with this one as opposed to the one submitted

Bad Habit

I keep saying your name,

Yet, it's been years since we last got in touch;

I keep saying your name,

For reasons I cannot grasp.

I keep saying your name,

Even though there's nothing more that reminds me of you.

I keep saying your name,

Perhaps, unconsciously I'm missing you?

I keep saying your name,

And it embarrasses the hell out of me;

I keep saying your name,

You're becoming a bad habit I can't seem to break free.

I keep saying your name,

Yet I can't even remember your face!

I keep saying your name,

And oh my goodness, I hope this is just a phase!

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There is no relation between how she looks to how she feels,

The world may perceive her as the most beautiful thing;

But it doesn't make a lick of sense to her being.

For even though her face guarantees numerous likes,

Her self-esteem has been battered all throughout her life.

The love and attention she had sought was never given,

Hence, that gaping hole in her soul has always been a problem.

And though she learned how to live each day of her life;

A lot of things still run through her mind.

She tried to live on and finally let go of that knife.

Cheers to Friendship!

 My every day life was boring

Until you guys came along.

I had nowhere else to go to,

 But you asked if I wanted to tag along.

                                                  

A lot of people thought we're crazy

They didn't know we're just happy,

In this world where a lot is phony,

A friendship so true ---- oh, how classy!

It's been years since then,

And a lot has happened since.

When we get together and reminisce,

We can't help but laugh like silly miss(es)!

We find ourselves saying,
"Oh, those days were the best!"
We grew in laughter and tears,
Whilst munching on snacks and beers!

Reasons why we came to be
are now pretty clear to me.
You guys and I were meant to be,
To cross paths and teach other how it is to be truly happy!

Note to Self: You Are Not Alone

I know that you suffer and sometimes the pain is too much.

But try to remember its not just you who feel as fvck,

For people around you, suffer as much as you do, 

Sometimes even more than you'll ever know too!

You may feel like its not worth it anymore.

As good and cheery days have passed,

You may feel cold and desolate,

And no one gives a fvck!

Allow yourself to breathe,

Let go of the negative vibes.

Healing begins when you accepted,

 some things you just can't hide.

 

You are not alone,

Always keep this in mind.

For others had also struggled

And they have survived!

It may not seem possible,

But hold on and believe.

For no suffering has no ending,

And life will always have beginnings. 

To whom do you think it was for?

Those bouquet of tulips of various sizes and colours,

Those beautiful eyes gleaming with excitement and ardour.

And that pleasant smile of which other girls are deprived off;

To whom do you think it was for?

Each morning whether it rains or shines,

he is always waiting for you with a smile.

"How could you be so lucky?" the girls often exclaimed;

Then think to themselves, there are others far deserving of his name.

If you bother to think about it, what they say holds true,

I tell you now girl, don't you go brooding too much over it too!

He gave up a lot of better things just to be with you.

It wasn't exactly for his benefit now, would you?

So if there are times he fails to deliver or disappoints you in some way,

Don't forget all his hardships, the sacrifices he made in your name.

And if you ever come to a point you just can't get through,

Take time to ponder and ask yourself...


What good will it bring? Would it be for him or just you?

When He Sings

When we're together, I feel nothing but joy,
Even more so, when he sings, it gets me acting coy.
His voice, velvety and oh so pleasant to my ears;
Mingled with his stare that gives me the good kind of shivers, the feels!

 How is it that when he sings it makes me feel a lot,
Like it's only the two of us in a dime novel plot.
It's hard to put into words but the feeling was beyond this world,
Talking about it more would end with your toes curled!

You might think, I am too caught up with this,
Well, that's true! I won't argue with that validity with you.
I'm not crazy,
 but I'm definitely in love with his blues.

This world is full of uncertainty,
and he may not end up with me.
But for now, I know. . .
 His songs are meant only for me.

Take Heart

Laugh all you want, it's fine

Even if it's 'cause of me, I don't mind.

At least, you're getting the natural high,

And in a way giving a positive vibe!

Life is short, they often say;

Why worry when you can laugh your troubles away?

Sure, it doesn't solve anything this way,

But it's a luxury, you don't have to pay.

You may be compared to others

and feel bad being so;

Just do what you're supposed to

Pay them no mind at all!

There's no assurance that tomorrow is better,

but one thing's for sure.

You are a day wiser and stronger 

for all that you have endured!

Keep Faith!

A mistake is a lesson learned in life.

Fret not on repercussions,

Move on and if needs be apologize.

Keep in mind, you'll never know until you try.

Though I am not an authority on this, 

I do have my fair share of miss.

So don't you go and think you're alone on this,

Trust me, you won't ever be the last to feel like sh*t.

Make each moment count and try

Even if its hard, don't you cry!

Chances are, lady luck's made a quick break

And will be back on a little while.

And mind you, don't ever forget to give thanks,

For no matter how dark the night ended,

The sun will shine and give light to a new day!

So dear friend, don't go astray, it may not be today but you'll be okay!

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You went away,

And started anew.

Here I am left on my own,

It was out of the blue.

You didn't tell me why,

I never knew...

How you felt about me,

Were your feelings true? 

I spent sleepless nights thinking of you,

And then I wonder if you were thinking of me too.

I admit, there were times I still cry because of you.

Have you ever spent a night crying for me too?

Karen

I know oftentimes you resent me,
For I’ve given you cause to despair.
Remember always that we are sisters,
Despite our differences, we have a lot to share.

I’ve valued your laugh and smiles,
Even if it was at my expense
So when you’re hurt or when you cry
It leaves me feeling blue and deprived.

I know of your dreams and aspirations,

Believe me, I’m cheering you on.

But at one point or another,
I know, you thought I’m a dead weight put on.

I never thought I’m as courageous as you,
Hence, I preferred to be behind,
I guess, I didn’t think things through,
As you’re inadvertently left with all the vile

Please know that I understand,
All things considered, a lot went out of hand.
I know I have to exert more effort, as you need to see I’ve changed.
No longer will you have to endure the pain.

Clueless but Happy

The path that lies ahead is still unknown,
Yet there is a thrill creeping up my bones.
I never got a glimpse on what there may be,
Because I was preoccupied with things to see...

I was not the best in class or in my family,
but I was assured of my worth because of that good old priest's homily.
I have my moments of glory and my failure.
No matter what they say I'll be as strong as a sailor.

I'll learn as much as I can and put them in good use,
I’ll share my knowledge and maybe be someone's muse.
I may not be the best thing that happened to someone’s life,
but I know in my heart I could give it a try!

I may still be unaware of what lies ahead of me,
what matters most is that I grow the best I can be.
And it’s an earnest hope that others will find life as exciting as I do,
and maybe there’ll come a time I could enjoy it with you!

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Fragile woman no more,

Skin bore mistakes and all.

Mad, sad, bitter and bare,

No filter for a beauty, you'll surely stare.

The years of her life were nothing but strife,

She never gave up even in respite.

Oh, how strong this woman truly is.

She carried everything whilst others are in utter bliss!

Peter

The time has come for you to bear the weight,

Do not succumb to temptations and keep your path straight!
The real world is not as welcoming as you may have thought,
It's fast-paced, just don't let yourself get caught!

May I remind you, not to dwell in failures and regret,
Rather, always remember the lessons they beget.
You might say I'm such a know-it-all,
But oh, boy, I've had my fair share of falls!

Believe in God's time and His plans for you,
There's a reason for everything, that is so true!
Make each day an opportunity to learn,
Be a man of God and not of the world.

My dearest brother, believe me when I say,
I'm proud of you, there's no other way.
It's just that you try my patience when I call,
But it doesn't mean I don't love you at all!

Hindi Ba?

Ang pag-ibig, o kay tamis!

Datapwat may panahong mapait.

Hindi man ito laging nababanggit,

Nakikita naman sa matang marikit.

Hindi mahalaga kung saan nagsimula,

Hindi na mahalaga kung may nangungutya.

Basta't ang mag-irog sigurado sa pag-ibig nila,

Bakit pa pakikinggan ang iba?

Ngunit may mga pagkakataon,

Na pag-ibig sadyang nahahamon.

Minsan naiisip na ito'y ibaon,

Pero kakayanin ba talagang limutin ang kahapon?

Basta't iyong tandaan na hindi lang puso ang kailangan.

Bagkus pati ang isipan nang iyong malaman tama sa kamalian.

Ang pag-ibig kasi ay hindi tiyak ang hangganan.

Meron mang magpasawalang hanggan, di ba't meron din namang panandalian?

Sandali

Isang sulyap lang,

Hangad mong muli syang mayakap,

Ngunti alam mong bagkus ay 'di na dapat.

Ang "kayo" ay matagal ng lumipas.

Pero 'di mo pa rin maiwassang mag-isip,

Ano? Paano? At bakit?

Alam mong sa sarili mo ay ibinigay mo ang lahat,

Bakit tila 'di pa rin naging sapat?

Masakit man isipin at gawin.

Ang paghihiwalay ay yaring 'di na bago sa atin.

At sa pusong nagmaghal ng lubos, hirap mang tumibok,

Muli ring maghihilom at magiging maayos.

Kaya't huwag mag-alala, walang mali.

Hayaan ang ngiti ay sumilay muli sa labi.

Ang mundo ay hindi hihinto sa isang pagkakamali,

Bagkus tuloy na iikot ng walang pagmamadali.

Eternity

Ocean of pearls, light of the shores,

Destined to guide and hold.

The rope of life as it burned,

To black ashes and folds.

The look of sorrow upon her face,

As her man lay wide awake.

But the spirit within already gone,

And any light no longer seen.

The tears that started to fall,

Raced down on her pale cheeks.

As her beloved has passed and left her on her own.

He would sleep until eternity peeps.